I’d like to clarify something that might be blowing a few peoples minds. If you have a friend who claims they can’t seem to read this web page and find they are being redirected to another destination on the internet, chances are I am responsible for it. I know all the cry-babies who read this site and I know all those who have addictions to it, so I decided to help a few of you out and just ban you from looking at it because you were getting on my nerves with your shit. They are the people who claim never to read what we write and yet can’t help logging in at least 3 times a day to see if we have wrote anything new. Some addicts have even done this during their sl nuptials!!! Imagine that, you would think they would have better things to be doing. Anyway, If you know of anyone who has been locked out and who doesn’t know why, there is a good chance it may be a mistake, because even someone perfect like me makes mistakes, although not often. It’s very simple, all they have to do is contact either Rawly or myself and we will unban you.
There are a few addicts I have allowed to continue reading this page, but not because I like the people but because I am just downright evil. If you happen to be one of those people who perhaps have an addiction to SLIWT or just enjoy hanging on our every word that’s brill, but don’t ever deny that you read this page in public, especially if you have recently done something to make me hate your guts.
Recently it has been brought to my attention that a certain someone, who to my knowledge is very, very addicted to reading SLIWT, has begun to strenuously deny reading. The person in question has always had trouble telling the truth and remembering stuff, so with hindsight of this, I took a screenshot in my stat counter of every single hit they ever made to this site. There is a folder on my desktop full of little pictures with dates, times and the length of your visit. There is quite a collection of them now and they will come in handy for Rawlys “Where are they now?” column he’s thinking of doing. There is nothing like a screenshot of the Stat counter to jog a memory of even the most forgetful avatar.
Ok, let me fill you all in on what it was like leading a quiet and calm Second Life. I went out and met lots of new friends, learned a few lessons taught by a very good teacher (you know who you are) learned a lot about who I was (again you know who you are). I went to lots of clubs( /me yawns), played loads of tricks on people who were using the stupid Emerald Hud thing that tells you people are looking at your profile (yeah that was me making up stuff for your screen) and so on and so forth. I spent time with my older close friends who seemed to be very worried about my quietness and now normal behaviour. One even cared about me so much and because he didn’t get my full attention he removed me from his friends list. He done a lot more than that, but it isn’t for the pages of this site and it was unforgivable.
I soon realised that I was living my second life the way people live in real life and I am not here to fill a gap or make up for anything I can’t be in my rl. Normality in pixels was boring and wasn’t for me, but at least I gave it a shot for a few months.
I did meet a lot of fun people along my quiet normal adventure during these last few months. Most were new people on the first rush of SL addiction and to be around people experiencing that initial buzz we all remember so well was refreshing for one who’s second life has been anything but normal. I loved sitting listening to their stories of heartbreak, meeting their first sl love and of course to all the drama that seemed to hit everyone at some point. I gave advice to lots of them and showed them how to do new things. One thing I didn’t do was tell them that for the last 3 years of my sl I had put my second life into words for the amusement of others. I didn’t mention this site to them, but it wasn’t long until they mentioned it to me.
It’s hard to hide who you are when you have spent all your time being an open book. That is another thing I have saw happening and it bothered me. I have saw people give up things they really want and know they are destined to have because they can’t be honest with themselves. I have sat and watched people living sl like it was some kind of Life skill. I realised I am who I am, this is what I do here. Looking at my stat counter its obvious that love me or hate me some of you can’t stay away from reading me. Oh and you, yes you, I probably have already got the screenshot of this hit aswell.
I’ll be back real soon with a new column and I’ll get Rawly to get writing as well.
Lots of Love
Natalie xx
P.S Its nice to be back .........................
