I didn’t want to post anything; I just wanted to keep reading Rawlys posts over and over every time I click on my own site. I think they might just be some of the funniest things he has ever written and believe me I have read some really hilarious Rawly rants in my time.

After I laughed for like the millionth time, I sat and had a quiet thought for the person it was written about and I felt a bit sad that one person could be so publically stupid. I have tried and tried to understand why a person would attack another, yet advertise the people who do the same, and yet not realise that their foot would end up in their own mouth. I was frustrated that I couldn’t imagine why and then it was pointed out to me that I just wasn’t stupid enough to even shrink my intellect to go to that place you need to be at. I couldn't content myself though with that, I knew it had to be more than just being a bit dumb.

Is second life’s population divided into the stupid who can’t see this blatantly embarrassing mistake and those who would stop and cringe at this type of thing straight away? Sadly it seems to be this way. It seems even some of second life’s brilliant creators can’t see it or maybe they just haven’t heard about it yet. I have tried to imagine the conversations that will be held between creator and the stupid person. What will he tell them he was thinking when he posted such a stupid article? How will he tell them he didn’t mean any harm to the person he was writing about? I mean its pretty clear he sought to harm a person. How can he guarantee them their safety against unwanted publicity? I have been wondering if all these types of conversations have been happening and I would be disappointed if they hadn’t. I mean what type of person runs a business in second life, wants to be successful and professional yet would backup a scumbag while he tears up a fellow designer for doing something that they will have done a thousand times?

Maybe I have been thinking too much this last few weeks but I have found my sl very similar to a very predicatable episode of Scooby doo. I have found myself conversing with people who underestimate me, and think I am as dumb as they are.I have found myself talking to Ammon Pera himself-in voice! Well I don’t know if it was him but it was a man who used to be a woman but was now back being a man. I don’t know really, I just find it hard to be around mental people who can jump from persona to persona. You see in real life if you do something like that they call it Multiple Personality Disorder, it’s dangerous, it’s not funny and you can be sectioned in a hospital for it. Do it in sl though and that’s ok, because for some people sl is a game but only when it suits them. I also thought about the scenario where a man or a woman would send a young woman money and bombard her with presents and love letters, only to find out she was underage. What would he or she do in real life? Anyone with any sense would stop because in real life it could get very ugly and messy and that person could get arrested, but it seems in second life there is a whole other way of doing things.

I started to think about the amount of people who log in and out of sl everyday. Then I started to think about why they log in and out every day. It seems the main reasons are for fun, laughs and to be creative I decided that there must be a reason for a person to be so blind, so I decided to Google the traits and behaviour I had recorded while researching these people and a few things came up that stopped me dead in my tracks.

What about the insane people? When I say insane, I don’t mean that in a funny way either, I mean the truly dangerous insane. I am sure the grid is full to the brimm(lol) of narcissistic sociopaths who have met others like them and they just float around like a big group of really mixed up fruit loops. These people stick together in sl, they have no concept of right and wrong they don’t think properly, they lie and create a fabricated real life world. It was then that I realised why I just couldnt understand these people.Its because I am not like them.

The people I have come to know and love in my sl are just like me though. We are a bit boring because we are just regular normal people, who come in sl for the laughs. For me though, there is nothing I love more than annoying the hell out of a narcissistic people. Some will say that they think there is no point to it because someone with narcissism will never be wrong and will never feel stupid, but I know they do hate to feel out of control.

Now on a lighter note, I want to know who is the owner of the sl daily buzz, because I think I might be in love. I don’t care if you are a a man or a woman give me a call and I promise I won’t tell. Are you the same person who offered me a large amount of money for the invdaily.com domain name?
Okies, stay tuned for more explosive news and laughs and if any of you are surprised that I am not on your friends list anymore, it’s probably because I was emailed a few convos from public chat and I was surprised that you would be involved in them.

Lots of Love

Natalie xx