WHAT NATALIE DID NEXT.....
THE END OF THE ADDICTION TO ROLLER COASTERS
/me sighs, I suppose I wont really be telling anyone, anything they didn't already know today. I think it has been the most talked about thing in sl over the last few days. I don't mind though cause id have been talking too, I don't think I know anyone who was jilted at the wedding altar in sl.
Yes, for those who didn't turn up in fairy outfits, tights, silly hats and swords, Mr K didn't show up. I kinda had an idea he wouldn't, no wait, I knew he wouldn't, I was told he wouldn't. Today he Im'd me to say, how he couldn't believe I had done it. He must have dreamt I didn't show up but everyone knew I had. For some strange reason, he thought and still thinks, I had cancelled the whole thing, so he just didn't come.
For 5 seconds of my sl, I imagined he had wrote on a note card, what he had planned to say to me, if only his plan to make me crack and walk out of his life had went the way he had arranged.
You see, the wedding was planned for next Friday and I had started to receive IM telling me how he wasn't going to be showing up. He told me I was being silly and to ignore it but this was me, so I didn't want to be too upset at Rawly's party next Saturday, so I moved it forward a week-just to see what would happen.
He left me to do everything and it drove me mad, but I bit my tongue. I decided if he wanted to walk, he was gonna have to be a big man and walk. By Saturday, I was a mess, we had no reception area, no wedding place cause the person who was doing it, hadn't it finished and of course Nubis was afk as usual or in IM. I knew then, amidst the mayhem, he was trying a last ditch attempt to make me crack, again I bit my tongue.
I said id had enough, done one of those mad spins and crashed. When I came back about 5 Min's later, he was gone. This was approx 7 hrs before the wedding, so, why would I worry. Anyway, he didn't end up coming back. This resulted in me standing amongst the fairies-a jilted bride.
Sl is great, because you can LOL on the screen and yet not be able to see it for tears, yet I knew everyone who was standing in front of me was speechless and really didn't know what to say. I can now say, that I have experienced all the brilliant emotions sl has to offer. I could have just hid at the house and let Rawly close it up for me but its not really my style so I done what I told Gregster Kidd I would do, I went to party.
Earlier in the day, Greg and I had been discussing music and I am sure he thought I was joking but I actually laughed and told him to have a fun list ready should the groom not show. I know you all think that's bizarre but Greg actually did have a plan B.
What did Natalie do next...... I went in my wedding dress to Men's Dance with the most fun crowd of people in sl, shed a few tears and got wasted. I mean what else could I do?
So, Nat didn't marry Nubis, but at least she showed up. Today has been surreal because apparently, it wasn't done deliberately, to hurt me. He says he got confused and thought id cancelled it, so he just went and watched TV or something- you know the way that's what you do when your heartbroken. Anyway, he says he loves me more than life itself and he is so sorry but he has just left sl.......
For everyone who came, I want you all to cast your minds back, to when I tp'd in all white and gorgeous and I was quiet. Well apart from being a bit upset, I was scanning the guests and do you know what I noticed, none were his-but then, why would he invite people to a wedding, he knew he wasn't coming to.
Well, I went to the amusement park. I didn't want to ride the roller coaster, I knew it was gonna make me sick but I didn't want to get home and regret it. I had to see what it was like, just so I could say I did it. Would I go do it again....Nah.
Lot of Love
Natalie xx
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